Sunday, March 27, 2011

A small prayer

Yes. Tomorrow I have the IMT interview. 4th have the TAPMI...and 9th the IFMR one. Anyone who prays for me, will be a great help. Prayings, blessings and wishes needed. Specially after the two rejections. Hopefully will do well in the forthcoming ones.

It's a strange feeling after getting rejected. More often than not you will keep thinking that what did I do, or say wrong? Was I such a bad option? Or did I look like a person who doesn't suit the managerial world? Makes you mentally low, and shameful to yourself...to your family.

Will show twice enthusiasm than previous in the upcoming ones. Hope I find the light. Will be a shame if I can't convert the good ones...in a worse case not a single one. Will be a nightmare.


God will help me surely.



P.S. : Screwed it. PI. Acads again. Gawd...!!

-march '11

Thursday, March 24, 2011

Rejection continues...2

Talk about rejection and it strikes again. IISWBM.

Thought about writing experiences of BIMTECH. Thinking against it. No use anyway. Too much frustration. As a human being it's hard to accept failures sometimes.

Low. Mentally hurt. Dejected.

ps: Bought a bag from Esplanade, a backpack.

-24th March '11

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Rejection continues...

Getting rejected by a B-school resembles getting refused by a girl. You keep thinking everything you did was right, turned out the other way.

BIMTECH rejected me. Not even in the wait-list. Not too sure where did I go wrong. I thought my interview went quite well. It's certain that those two interviewers didn't like my approach. God knows. Too much frustrated tonight. Hopefully some of the upcoming results show positive outcome. Let's hope for the best.

Will write a detailed experience of BIMTECH tomorrow.

Nice B'day gift, by the way...


- 23rd March '11

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Soumyo. Hopefully I am the first and only person to wish you. Pray to God that this year ahead brings a lot of good news for you. A lot of positives, and several new reasons to live life better way.

Take care. Be honest. And stay true to your heart. :)


- 23rd March 2011

Friday, March 11, 2011

Silly people we are...

I made a search in Google with a person’s name and they produced a long list of probable results…from which I picked up a video.

And for the next five minutes I had to just watch it realising that Google is unmatchable in producing wrong results. I will give you one hint as to guess whose name I was searching with. The video showed a heading which goes like this: Avishek Bhattacharyya’s wedding…I got bored. In this world where no one is going to help you for anything, and you have to take unimaginable ways to have a look at something you want, life gets frustrating easily. I kept looking at a wall clock which showed 7.55 throughout the video, and not to say didn’t find what I was looking for. I chatted with Mark and told him about the incident and he laughed out saying how many ways do I take for these things anyway…got twice frustrated than previous.

Life’s strange. Went to 1 & 2 Kenilworth Hotel and after that 7, Ho-Chi-Minh sarani to see the two interview places going to happen on 12th and 13th. Another one is on 17th at IISWBM itself…not of that importance. It’s strange how often I find myself lonelier than anything. Do all people feel the same? I guess they do. They better would.

No email from Chennai. It’s tense. It will be a shame if I can’t attend the interview. I am willing to go there alone and attend it and come back. Talked to Aritra (friend from N’pur). Said he can manage it in his flat. Nungambakkam (IFMR) is not that far away from Taramani/Tharamani (Aritra’s place) as I saw in the Google map. Takes 25 minutes atmost.

Will have to prepare myself for questions like why MBA, why this B-school, why MBA after IT, why marketing, why this, why that…once again. And add to that general awareness questions. Life is tough. What is worse, I vouched for it.


Apparently, I knew a person who had a problem with the word ‘Kalo’. It means ‘Black’ in English. Want to quote something here.

Person that matters: “Kalo?? I love kalo. Kalo sunlei amar kisob hoe..!!”
Another: “ !! “
Person that matters: “Kalo katha ta amar samne kono vabei bolbi na…”

:) :D :P


Thank God I am not the only person in this world who is mad and crazy and obsessed and passionate about things. :D


-March '11

Monday, March 7, 2011

...nostalgia

My 100th post in this blog. Congrats for coming a long way.


I remember each and every face I come across. But they keep forgetting me. And that's life.

Maybe whatever happens, happens for the best. I will trust God. And I am sure he has something good for me in his store.

Times were when I was devastated. But I stood up, faced life and fought it. Maybe I didn't have those things I wanted the most...but sometimes it's alright. It's only a lifetime we rejoice, and I want to make it count. And I will find my way to live it, anyway.

Those stretched hands were there, the eucalyptus leaf was there, the sudden rain was there, which left me wet and shivering , in cold, and in love...tears were there, and there were rare times of happiness...and they made what we call magical moments.


Look around...maybe God is sitting next to you.


-March '11