A few things made me cry badly today. I don't know whether it is because I get too much sentimental sometimes or because unfortunate things tend to happen with my life pretty silently. I am tired of making people laugh with silly jokes and smooth talkings...sometimes I feel I really need a hug from a friend or family, someone who will hug me tight and say that everything will be alright. Feeling so low, mentally. So alone. Don't know what to do. Don't want to talk to friends I talk to everyday at the social sites. God! I really want someone right in front of me who will make me feel higher. I have stopped writing stories. Stopped studying. Don't know what to do. Gods from the lonely places, help me with something.
-May '10
