Many of my friends ( fortunate friends?? ) are getting married.
While I am sitting at home trying to work out how to finish the first draft of my novel. How and whom should I prefer to hire as my literary agent. Whether I too will receive the six figure advance...
Some people in this world are really really fortunate. I cannot tell you how fortunate they are.
And then there are other people... who are not that lucky.
No matter what they do or how much they try, people will misunderstand them, stay away from them.
I never wanted to write. I never wanted to be a writer. All I wanted was to be happy... with someone.
But being with someone... is something more of a time bound option... you become busy after a point in your life, you cannot get out of your schedule, things become dull, the world looks dull....
The truth is, you become dull.
I guess being happy with someone special is out of my option now.
While I am sitting at home trying to work out how to finish the first draft of my novel. How and whom should I prefer to hire as my literary agent. Whether I too will receive the six figure advance...
Some people in this world are really really fortunate. I cannot tell you how fortunate they are.
And then there are other people... who are not that lucky.
No matter what they do or how much they try, people will misunderstand them, stay away from them.
I never wanted to write. I never wanted to be a writer. All I wanted was to be happy... with someone.
But being with someone... is something more of a time bound option... you become busy after a point in your life, you cannot get out of your schedule, things become dull, the world looks dull....
The truth is, you become dull.
I guess being happy with someone special is out of my option now.
You never become what you want to. You just become what you have to.
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